My mind is running amok ...
I asked myself -
- Can I do it?
- Why do I want to do it?
- I'm scared shitless.
- People are going to laugh at me, especially those who knew me in person ...
- Why do I want to expose myself like this? To what end?
I haven't got an answer yet ...
I dived into Vivienne McMaster's "You are Your Own Muse - Rewriting The Story (Self Portrait) e-Course" to face up my worst fear - ME.
I'm telling myself:
"Forget about everything and everyone. You know you need this. You know you've been avoiding this for a very long time. And you need to own up your Fear and your Truth. YOU CAN DO IT!"
(I feel very small ... I'm scared ... but hey, at least I'm warm sitting in front of my old crappy heater! Hahaha!)